Shame
I am the infernal headache
I am the blistering heartache
I am the one who spews out bile upon a table
I am the lustful donkey sniffing the air, searching for the scent of something else to abhor
I am the drunkard, staggering in his stupor saying, “They beat me up, but I didn't feel it. Where can I find another drink?”
I am the one sitting at the bar trying new drinks while his family is starved of food and income
I am the pride of the sea, churning up foam
I am the white lie
I am the half truth
I am the one dressed in fine violet robes, covering my sores and festering boils underneath
I am the guilty who pleads innocent
I am the one lost in the woods, fighting off projections of his fears
I am the bystander next the oppressed
I am the pestering fly
I am the pitiful dog
I am ashamed